Бесполезная усталость

[yakov_a_jerkov]

ЖЖ напомнил цитату из "Антверпен" Боланьо, которую я приводил 12 лет назад. Это, собственно, из предисловия, не из самого романа.

My sickness, back then, was pride, rage, and violence. Those things (rage, violence) are exhausting and I spent my days uselessly tired. I worked at night. During the day I wrote and read. I never slept. To keep awake, I drank coffee and smoked. Naturally, I met interesting people, some of them the product of my own hallucinations.

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